I'm ready

so i wrote this message to some one and i hope he reads it... im not going to put his name just because

hello (name) lol i had to,
So i am writting you the little thing not tell you how much i love you, want to marry you and have your baby but more to tell you how you have made me get a different out look on the world and how you inspired me. No i have never met you personally before, maybe one day i will but i wont get my hopes up but i never know whats going to happen. I have seen you play but not for very long but for the minutes i did see you guys played was very lovely. You are probably reading this right now and saying this girl is very weird or laughing about it. But what i am trying to say is im not a 14, 15, 16, year old girl who wants you to fall in love with them I am a 19 (close to 20) year old girl, who was (still kind of is but you helped me get over most of it) scared of the world and what is has to bring. Who wants to show you how you inspire me and other people.
I remember the first time i saw you guys back at the school of rock in south hackensack nj, i dont remeber how long ago but im pretty sure it was a while a go, I didnt know who you guys were but i was asked by your merch guy a couple of times to pre-orded you cd for i think 5 or 10 bucks i dont remember but i did. I look at you guys now and i smirk. Because from back them you guys got so far. I dont know if people doubted you guys, but seeing how far you guys got really inspires me to reach my goal in life even though people are doubting me (music manager not record company in the mong run). You guys also changed my out look on life watching some of your videos and watching you guys on stage and seeing how much fun you guys have make me want to just forget about my stupid problems and just be my self and have fun. Most of the time i get it but others i dont. =/ Because of people. I dont know how you guys put up that the shit people give you.But i really respect you for that. Okay im going to stop rambling. But my final thoughts really are THANK YOU i really dont think you guys get that enough thank you for being you self and doing the things you thank you for showing me a differnt view on life ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU

<3 AMANDALYNN