If i only had a heart

okay so before i was doing this survey on myspace and it made me think of one of the shows i ran. This is because it asked if i liked kisses on the forehead? And it made me think back to my last bogota show i ran. And jet lag gemini, action item, The vanity scene, amory,John Connor set in sclience, and one other played. im getting to the point.
There was a boy from a band i liked. Rich from The vanity Scene was the one i actually liked.

I met him at work. and the way i got to talking to him is pretty funny. Now im a very shy person when it comes to talking/meeting guys. Because i am always afraid of what they are going to say about me. But thats no the point. So i saw that he was wearing show wrist bands so i got up enough nerve to go up to him and start talking to him and it actually went really well. And like after that we started talking more at work and stuff and we were flirting and stuff nothing major. But then he dropped the bomb and said the G word. Yes he had a girlfriend. i was crush but i got over it. and i still talked to him and what ever but cut down the flirting but still flirted a little. But then he go fired from the job for something stupid. Grrr but i still asked them to play a show for me.

At the show i was mad was being really nice and mad hard-core flirty toward him. i admit. hehe and i hung out with him at the show for a bit but then the show was over =( and we had to part our ways. But before he left he hugged me for a very long time and then kissed me on the forehead =D. I was so excited about that. I wish i could do it over again and agin it was just so good. just that simple thing made me soo happy. i think happier than any other guy has made me. i really miss him. I wish i still talked to him he was really fun and a funny kid but we parted ways. =(.

I need more guy friends and boys to hang around to see ugh