i want something thats real something i can hold on to for a long time. i want a relationship. but idk i havent had one yet. What is the pointoh wishing for something you know you are not going to get. Its not like i talk to any guys really except for justin and the ones at work. And justin i like as a friend and hes going out with kristen. And the people at work are cool and i dont see any of them as like boydriend material. I think i am just going to give up for right now b/c nothing seems to be working. Ugh i just want something to work but its not going to. i dont even have fucking flings oh what ever im not going to really try any more but i am still going to keep dreaming i guesss.
Ugh i cant believe you are going on tour i want you so bad but i bet you dont even know that =( and i dont think you will ever know that. i wish tha you did know tho. maybe just maybe one day.
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