Alcohol And Bandages

Well life def = sucks right now. I spent about 2 to three months on the jet lag contest not to win i probly so close i really wanted that 2. I cant win at anything and life is the biggest thing i cant win at. I really really really wanted that guitar =(. And now every where i go there i see cute couples kissing and cuddling and doing cute stuff and i just want that but since i want it i know i am not going to get it





i just give up.




i though that this was going to be a good year but it went from good to bland.
i just want love and to be happy but i guess i have to wait. And not get my hopes up on anything anymore
i guess ill forget about the whole guitar thing and just make them the poster thing i was going to make them